Letter 3: Uncanny Similarities

 I did not expect the Land of Towering Clocks and the Land of Red Bricks to be similar at all. I expected company similar to the kind I'd found under the shades of Sky. Unfortunately, I suppose finding the best people takes time. * laughs in capitalism *

I wrote 6 mid-term exams in 3 days, which doesn't seem like a lot, but the feeling of permanent exhaustion bore resemblance to another fest in a village far away. I can't seem to catch a break. I thought I could chill today, maybe, given that midsems just ended. Unfortunately, couldn't find more than a few hours free. I can't decide if I picked too many clubs or if I'm just awful at time management. 

I miss being creative and having days to fill. Don't get me wrong, I love being busy. But this busy-ness, it isn't natural. It isn't fun. It's the busy-ness of gruntwork and tediousness. Maybe life would be greener without grass, who knows? Time will tell. 

PS. My balance sheets balanced! I don't care if they're wrong, honestly, I can't get over the fact that they balanced! 

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